[Intro] Fell in love with a demon Yeah… I ain’t chase you I waited [Verse 1] You know you wrong but you circle back again Same lies, same mouth, same shaky hands You swear you changed but I read between lines I been ten steps ahead, you still stuck in rewind I know what you did, yeah you know I know That silence in your chest? That’s guilt talkin’ low You trusted me with secrets you can’t erase Why you hand me your throat then question my blade? Why you love me when you scared of what I do Why you run to the fire when the smoke smells like truth If I’m so dangerous why you callin’ my name Why you beggin’ for peace when you started the flame? Fell in love with a demon, facts Put the nine to his spine, make him breathe that past Count to ten, feel the weight of your sins I don’t chase karma, baby, I let it walk in [Pre-Hook] Love me Hate me You see yourself when you face me [Hook] You want it — come get it I’m right here, I ain’t hidin’ You want it — come get it Still waitin’, still smilin’ You want it — come get it Not runnin’, not scared I ain’t scream vengeance I just stood there (Still waitin’) (Still waitin’) [Verse 2] Runnin’ through your hood like I got a vendetta But I’m movin’ slow, tryna make it hurt better Every step heavy, every breath intentional I ain’t here for blood — I’m here to be unforgettable Pain from the rain still stainin’ my shoes But I learned forgiveness don’t mean f**kin’ with you Tears of a dove, yeah I carried ‘em once Now I fold ‘em real neat, put ‘em under the gun I know you ain’t mean it, I know you was weak But intention don’t clean what you did to me You hurt me soft, that’s the worst kind of scar Smile on your face while you rip me apart I don’t hate you — nah, that’d be light I don’t love you — that’d cost me my sight I run through your hood just to show you the truth I ain’t here for revenge I outgrew you [Hook] You want it — come get it I’m right here, I ain’t hidin’ You want it — come get it Still waitin’, still smilin’ You want it — come get it Look me dead in the eyes I ain’t scream vengeance I survived [Rap Break] still-waitin-never-shakin-patience-weapon-calculated hesitation-elevation-you-confessed-I-decimated love-and-hate-cohabitated-I-separated-then-I-dominated forgiveness-isn’t-weakness-it’s-me-who-terminated truth-is-heavy-carry-steady-every-step-is-validated you-still-running-I’m-still-standing-time-dilated no-revenge-no-redemption-no-apologies-stated just-me-present-in-the-moment-fully-concentrated [Bridge] It’s not vengeance… (違う) It’s clarity You wanted peace I wanted honesty [Final Hook] You want it — come get it I ain’t bitter, I’m free Still waitin’ But you can’t reach me You want it — come get it Say my name if you dare I didn’t chase vengeance I outgrew despair [Outro] I’m still waitin’ But not for you 赦しは終わった
