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Hi, you can call me Lily But inside my mind, it’s tricky There are others living, Some are calm, some are frenzied A thousand voices in my head They’re kind, they’re cruel, they’ve all been said Who’s real? Who’s gone? What’s left instead? I try to speak, but they drown me out, Is this me, or just another doubt? Am I the one you want? Or the other me? This madness in my head, it's all I see I scream, I laugh, I cry, But does it matter if the face you see isn’t mine? isn’t mine? Hey, you can call me eve, The chaos you crave, the one you flee. They call me wicked but they don’t see The madness that burns inside of me I twist your thoughts I tear your soul, I’m the monster you can’t control Am I the one who speaks? Or the silence that haunts that endlessly seeks? Which one of me is real? Is it the one who feels or the one who can’t heal? I try to call, but they close my mouth, Who am I, lost in this doubt? Am I the one you want? Or the other me? This madness in my head, it's all I see. I scream, I laugh, I cry, But does it matter if the face you see isn’t mine? Screaming, laughing, fading, lost— Am I even here? Or a ghost of the past? DID, they say, is what I’ve become, Am I me? Or just undone? But I’m still here, still waiting for someone To set me free show me who I’ve become