Dead yet Breathing

何かが欠けたまま、 何かを捨てたまま、 転がるだけの毎日なら 壊していいよね？ - Something is missing, Something was thrown away, If every day is just rolling downhill, Then breaking it is fair, right? 愛してる？ 冗談だろ 心なんて捨てたんだ 噛み潰したアイデンティティ 本音はゴミ箱の中 - “You love me?” What a joke. I threw my heart away long ago. I crushed my own identity, And tossed the truth into the trash. 手を叩け、笑え、 ここでは嘘だけが生き延びる お前は正しい、 だから殺される - Clap your hands, smile wide, Here, only lies will ever survive. You were right all along, That’s why they’ll kill you for it. 誰かのために生きるフリ 優しさで自分を殺した 偽物の希望、理想、 さあ食え、吐け、飢えろ この世は飾り、 心は飾り それでもまだ「生きたい」だなんて？ - Pretending to live for someone else, Murdered myself just to be kind. Fake hopes, fake dreams— Come on, eat it, choke on it, starve for more. The world is a decoration, My heart is a decoration. And still, you dare to say "I want to live?" 靴音だけが響く 後ろを振り向かないで 誰かの期待、誰かの都合 全部飲み干したのに - Only the sound of my footsteps echoes. Don’t turn around. Expectations, obligations— I swallowed them all, but I’m still starving. 認めてほしい？ 笑わせるなよ ただの演劇じゃないか - Do you want to be understood? That’s hilarious. This was just a play from the start. 手を叩け、笑え、 ここでは泣くことすらも罪 お前は正しい、 だから終わらない - Clap your hands, smile wide, Even crying is a crime here. You were right all along, That’s why it’ll never end. 脳が焼けるような音 心の底に沈む光 「助けて」と呟いたら、 お前を許すとでも？ - A sound that burns through my skull, A light sinking deep inside me. If I whisper "help me," Do you think I’ll be forgiven? 誰かのために生きるフリ 優しさで自分を殺した 偽物の希望、理想、 さあ食え、吐け、飢えろ この世は飾り、 心は飾り それでもまだ「生きたい」だなんて？ じゃあ、証明しろよ - Pretending to live for someone else, Murdered myself just to be kind. Fake hopes, fake dreams— Come on, eat it, choke on it, starve for more. The world is a decoration, My heart is a decoration. And still, you dare to say "I want to live?" Then prove it. 息をしてるだけ 死んでるくせに - I’m just breathing. Even though I’m already dead.