[Verse 1] [Sweetgiantess] I wanted to change, You just loved to rearrange. Pretended you were turning the page, When all you did was polish the cage. Deep in my chest, I never felt safe~ Ignored every sign, let you carve your own way. I wanted to grow, You treated me like a show. Called it “help” while you pushed me to breaking, Said my shaking voice proved you were “changing.” Told myself to fight harder, be the good lamb, While you rewrote my heartbeat with your own damn hands. [Pre-Chorus] [Sweetgiantess] Yes, I have feelings To them I surrender If your words are a gift, I'm returning to sender [Chorus] [Sweetgiantess] I can do better, Find a new lover You are pathetic You're going under They don't understand, They don't care Guess what, baby? Life ain't fair! You're just a worm, snivelling in mud You should kill yourself Kill yourself Kill yourself [Verse 2] [Sweetgiantess] I needed to breathe, You tightened the seams, Said my fear of your anger was “dramatic,” But damn, the way you loved was automatic. Saw little sparks in the fantasy, But the cello in my chest said this ain’t peace. I wanted a future, You wanted someone weaker (“Call me your lonesome creature…”) Took advantage when I was barely standing, Then spun it as healing ,called it “understanding.” Said personal growth should happen overnight, Wipe my tears down and say, “Get it right.” Your friends said you were glowing .... I wish they were right. [Pre-Chorus] [Sweetgiantess] Yes, I have feelings To them I surrender If your words are a gift, I'm returning to sender [Chorus] [Sweetgiantess] I can do better, Find a new lover You are pathetic You're going under They don't understand, They don't care Guess what, baby? Life ain't fair! You're just a worm, snivelling in mud You should kill yourself Kill yourself Kill yourself [Verse 3] [Sweetgiantess] I tried to forgive, But you taught me how to live With a pulse full of warning and a spine made of doubt, Every whispered apology felt hollow and loud. You built your throne on the cracks in my skin, Smiled while pretending you weren’t caving in. Now every echo of you feels thin and cheap Your memory’s a debt I refuse to keep. [Verse 4] [Tender] I found my own fire, You hated that spark of desire. Feared the day I'd break out of your gravity well, Lose control of the puppet you trained so well. But I cut the strings, both your hands and your hold, Left your frozen heart out in the cold. Now the truth hits harder than any of your lies You were never worth the tears in my eyes. [Verse 5A] [Tender] You pulled me back in with that soft-spoken spin, Opened old scars just to feel close again. Said you were healing, but your comfort was staged, Every “I’ve changed” was rehearsed and caged. You fed me sweet lines when you needed a fix, Turned tenderness into another one of your tricks. You bent every truth till the meaning went numb... But I’m not your mirror, and I won’t play dumb. [Verse 5B] [Tender] You dragged me through cycles you dressed up as care, Left me drowning in silence while you gasped for air. Took my trust, twisted it, broke it for fun, Played the victim so clean you thought nobody’d run. You ghosted for weeks, then came back for the hit, Used guilt like a weapon, every tear counterfeit. But I’m done being fuel for your loneliness spin, You don’t get to break me! and call it a win. [Verse 6] [Tender] You walked into my life like a storm in disguise, Sold me fantasy truths with reality’s lies. You wanted a hero, then cursed me for staying, Wanted devotion, then ran from the weight it was laying. You tugged on my heart like a puppet on a thread, Cried for connection while leaving me dead. But I learned every tactic you kept tucked away Manipulation dressed up as a plea to stay. Now I see every crack in the mask that you wore, Every “I’m changed” echoes what I heard before. You fed on affection like you earned the right, But I’m not your shelter, And I’m done with the fight. [Outro Reprise] [Sweetgiantess] No more rewrites. No more ghosts. No more playing the martyr you loved the most. I rise from the wreckage you left behind, Stronger in spirit, sharper in mind. You taught me one thing before you were gone — I don’t break for the broken. I learn, and move on. [Bridge] [Sweetgiantess] You told me, once, That you said everything to me Because it's what you'd need to hear to change. I hope you meant it. [Final Chorus] [Sweetgiantess] I can do better, Find a new lover You are pathetic You're going under They don't understand, They don't care Guess what, baby? Life ain't fair! You're just a worm, snivelling in mud You should kill yourself Kill yourself Kill yourself. [Instrumental Outro] (Sweetgiantess + Tenderdownload779 collab)
