Without purpose I struggled in blood To fulfill empty urges To wallow in mud My coin was the fame Recognition my chain A dream so insane I died for it in vain God knows I deserved it I stole and killed, that was my guilt A punk as many, with a gun and a knife I'd take your Eddies and then your life I had to die to understand To see the bitter lie at the end Death's kiss still lingering on my lips I was saved by that bloody bio-chip Yes, it saved my life But it wasn't exactly its choice Then it turned into a brain eater That wasn't its choice either A ghost from the past A hateful outcast Agony kept in ice By the devious device God knows he deserved it Thousands died, that was his guilt But hate was his bread, hate he puked Hate upon hate and upon it a nuke A spirit locked in prison Drooling full of poison It was just a matter of time That damnation could be mine But the more we walked The more he was me And the more he was me The more I was him So I decided at the end To defeat the fiend To clear the sin and the vice Through my sacrifice God knows he didn't deserve it That was the point, it was just my need For no reason I killed, I wasn't any better Just once, for no reason, I saved a brother In the net, I am a shadow without purpose. Yet I do not regret my choice. The redemption had its toll Please, John make good use of my soul [Jesus x 2, suno got a soul. I don't mind "please" is a little dirt. It's a fucking perfect closure delivery, in time and intepretation] Please Don't save me This isn't me Forget me Forget V