[hyper-modern production] [Dolby Atmos mix] [high-fidelity] [high-definition audio] [wide stereo] [Intro] [Atmospheric guitar] [Clean guitar] [Verse] I end up losing all the things that I love Why should I bother loving anything at all? Masking my pain with smiles on my face My brains would splatter on the wall On my kids and my mother I'd paint the story of my downfall [Chorus] [Emotional] I wish I was different I wish I was a saint Never felt so helpless but I'm innocent Tattoos on my arm just our lover's paint I wanna be more than friends, intimate [Bridge] Drifting through shadows of memories Grasping at threads that no one sees Past filled with scars and broken dreams Searching for hope in moonlight beams FUCK! [Verse 2] The thoughts of you, fragile like a leaf Your words they scar my soul so deep Feelings grab hold, mistake your beliefs Voice cries out in the silence we keep Hoping tomorrow brings some relief Drowning in heartache losing sleep [Chorus] [Emotional] I wish I was different I wish I was a saint Never felt so helpless but I'm innocent Tattoos on my arm, just our lover's paint I wanna be more than friends, intimate [Outro] [Fade out]
