[Verse 1] Three in the morning Screen on my face, you’re calling Say you “just wanna hear my voice” But you’re still there, still with her Ash in the tray gone cold Same old hurt, brand-new phone You breathe my name like a prayer But you won’t ever come clean [Pre-Chorus] I’m not your secret midnight fix I’m not the echo in her bed You can’t keep living in my chest Then hide your heart somewhere else [Chorus] Here without your angel I finally feel the ache slow down You only love me in the shadows Then you disappear when sun comes out It’s been a while since I believed you Since every word could make me shake Here without your angel I’m still here, but I won’t break [Verse 2] Voice in a whisper Saying you “hate to see me cry” Funny, you’re the one who taught My eyes how to flood like this Hands on the table I don’t reach for you this time I let the silence do the talking You drown in every line [Pre-Chorus] You liked me lonely by design Waiting for scraps you’d toss my way Now every ghost you left behind Is walking right out of frame [Chorus] Here without your angel I finally feel the ache slow down You only love me in the shadows Then you disappear when sun comes out It’s been a while since I believed you Since every word could make me shake Here without your angel I’m still here, but I won’t break [Bridge – Rap] You only dial when the dark hits, twisted Tongue tastes truth but you always resist it Say you changed, “I’ve been clean, I’ve grown” But your hands still dirty when you grab that phone Yeah, you crave my hurt, that’s your high, your habit Love like a car crash, you stand back, you watch it I bled out slow on your backseat leather You drove off fast, said, “we’re bad together” Now I’m done being background, done being spare Done bein’ half-loved, half-lost, half-there You want my body, not my name, that’s cheap I want a heart that can risk, can leap So keep your late-night “baby, I miss you” Every drunk text burns like tissue You built this distance, live with the space I’m reclaiming every part you erased (yeah) [Final Verse] It’s been a while since I could say I don’t need you in my veins I’m still angry, I’m still shaking But this time I shake you off If you hear this, let it sting All the lies you used to sing I’m not waiting by that window For a love that never came [Chorus] Here without your angel I finally feel the ache slow down You only love me in the shadows Then you disappear when sun comes out It’s been a while since I believed you Since every word could make me shake Here without your angel I’m still here, but I won’t break [Outro] Here without your angel (oh) Here without your poison kiss It’s been a while, and I still miss you But not the way I used to exist
