[Verse 1] You laughed it off when I was sinking Shaking hands and hollow eyes You turned your face, called it my weakness Tossed my name into the night I was the ghost at every party Numb and broken, skin and bone You wrote me off like I was nothing Left me dying on my own [Pre-Chorus] But I crawled out of that poison Through the ashes, through the flame I stitched my heart with every moment I learned to stand and say my name [Chorus] Now it’s your turn in the barrel Spinning under all that weight When the floor falls out beneath you And every lesson comes too late Even though you let me shatter Even though you walked away It’s your turn in the barrel Let me lift you, let me stay [Verse 2] You wear your failures like a fever Burning holes into your pride You say you’re fine but you’re not breathing You’re getting good at how to hide I see that look I knew so well once All that darkness in your stare You think that no one wants your story You think that no one really cares [Pre-Chorus] But I remember every silence Every slammed and broken door I swore if I escaped that violence I’d never leave you on the floor [Chorus] Now it’s your turn in the barrel Spinning under all that weight When the voices get so heavy And every memory feels like hate Even though you let me shatter Even though you walked away It’s your turn in the barrel Let me lift you, let me stay [Bridge] I could say, “You had it coming” I could leave you in the cold But I know pain when I can feel it And I remember being told “Just walk it off, you’re just a failure” Those words cut deeper than the knife So take my hand, I know you’re falling But I won’t gamble with your life [Breakdown] I was the addict you abandoned You were the judge behind the glass Now you’re the one who’s barely standing Counting pieces of your past We are the broken and forgiven We are the lost who made it through When it’s your turn in the barrel I’ll be the one who carries you [Chorus] When it’s your turn in the barrel Spinning under all that weight When the shame is like a siren And every promise comes too late Even though you let me shatter Even though you walked away It’s your turn in the barrel Let me lift you, let me stay [Outro] Don’t walk away when your life’s messed up Don’t turn your back, don’t close your eyes When it’s your turn in the barrel I’ll be right here by your side Don’t walk away when your life’s messed up Hear my voice above the roar When it’s your turn in the barrel I won’t leave you anymore
