I’d tell you… never

⁝⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚🖤⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁝ I laugh at my own jokes, pretend you can hear Sip my coffee like I’m normal, but my chest is a riot, dear Your smile’s a neon glitch I can’t debug Every text I don’t send just shrieks in a shrug Fingers hover, keyboard burns, I’d confess but my courage just twists and turns Eyes on your shadow, heart in a choke I joke it off, “LOL” — but I’m really broke ⁝⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚🖤⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁝ p-p-p-pulse “I’d tell you… if I wasn’t such a disaster” “Maybe one day… maybe never after” ⁝⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚🖤⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁝ Too loud in my head, but silent on my lips I’m a circus of feelings in jittery eclipse Laugh at my tears, wink at my pain Crushing on you while I’m going insane ⁝⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚🖤⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁝ “I’d tell you… if gravity didn’t pull my tongue” “Love’s a joke… but I’m not having fun” ⁝⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚🖤⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁝ I write your name in the corners of notebooks Erase it fast, pretend it’s for other looks Heart racing like a broken metronome I’m the only one here who knows it’s your home Every chance I take turns into meme I rehearse my lines but they’re nowhere near clean I trip on words, fall into my mind Humor hides panic, but panic’s unkind ⁝⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚🖤⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁝ “Imagine if I said it… ”hi… hi…!" “Would you laugh at me or laugh with me?” “Would we glitch together or break apart?" ⁝⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚🖤⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁝ Too loud in my head, but silent on my lips I’m a firework of feelings on a sinking ship Laugh at my tears, wink at my pain Crushing on you while I’m going insane ⁝⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚🖤⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⋘৹⁐◯⁐৹⋙⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁛⁚⁝ I’d tell you… I’d tell you… Never! I’d tell you…