[instrumental intro] [Verse 1] I sometimes feel it, Heavy in my chest. An unwanted burden, While not feeling my best. On top of that, Within the gloom, Two little words... I despise them They sit and stir, And stir as I stew. If onnnnnlyyyyyy... If onnnnnlyyyyyy... [spoken] "I already know what that leads to..." [sung] If only he hadn't lied, If only we had found a better place sooner, If only the crazies in the one family, Didn't cause the power to shut down... [Pre-Chorus] Need to not let despair in. Need to reach inside my brain, Toss those words in a trash bin!!! USELESS!!! USELESS!!! [Chorus] Such words are a useless weight. They're ones that should never stay. This really needs to fade, today. These thoughts I can't make use of, They're such a waste. [Verse 2] My tears come and go. Doing all I can to cope, This isn't easy, nooo... My hurt, it stems from love Over the three I miss. Sometimes I think, Of how fucked up this is... It may take too long, To find the ideal home! I've got to carry on, While missing them so...! Even while far apart, They are still in my heart. Memories, and connections, The aches and frustrations... [Pre-Chorus] Need to not let despair win. The pain, it doesn't lighten! The weight, it sinks in!!! HEAVY!!! HEAVY!!! [Chorus] Why must this love be a weight? Do I have to suffer this way? The heartache doesn't goooo awaaaay. I still love them from afar, Miles away from their current homes! [Bridge] How will closure come? How will I recover? How will I forgive God? How long 'til this hurts a lot less? When could they hear their newer songs? When would more and more understand? When will all this weight lessen? When will the heartache fade? Why does it have to be so damn hard? Why do things go so south at times? Why can't all these questions be answered? [Chorus] Why must this love be a weight? Do I have to suffer this way? The heartache doesn't go away. I still love them from afar, Miles away from their current hommmmmes! [Outro] Why must this love be a weight? WHY MUST IT FEEL SO HEAVYYYYY?!?
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