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ΔSH - BN10 - You Don‘t Live Here Anymore

[Verse 1]
You showed up late again
wearing my old face
didn’t even knock
you never did that anyway You had that jacket on
from back in the hall
acting like it was yours
but it only smelled like then You brought screenshots with you
and my old perfume
a “don’t you remember?”
and stood a little too close You said: look at me
I still know who you were
I said: probably true
but you’re a little late [Pre-Chorus]
I kept the receipts
sorted out by year
with dates and names
and everything clear I didn’t lose a thing
I only paid
and what you still call open
is no longer there [Chorus]
You still know my door
but you don’t live here anymore
you still know where it hurt
but I don’t open blind You know every button
but you don’t know the code
you know who I was
not who I am [Verse 2]
You sit down at the table
like you were invited
order my old silence
and expect me to wear it You call me by names
I almost forgot
then laugh so familiar
I almost give in You show me old pictures
with dramatic eyes
say: that’s still you
I say: piece by piece You reach for the wheel
with that old easy hand
but since our last fire
I’m not driving there [Pre-Chorus]
I kept the receipts
but none of them are open
I kept the old reasons
but no one’s at the table I didn’t bury
the wounds in the walls
I just know their voices
and I don’t turn around [Chorus]
You still know my door
but you don’t live here anymore
you still know where it hurt
but I don’t open blind You know every button
but you don’t know the code
you know who I was
not who I am [Bridge]
I’m not throwing you out
with a shaking hand
I just don’t light up
the whole house for you It wasn’t for nothing
it wasn’t just pain
but not every scar
still shows me the way You can stay in the photo
inside of the frame
but don’t step from the picture
into my today I see what you bring
I know what you came for
but this time you stay
outside the door [Final Chorus]
You still know my door
but you don’t live here anymore
you still know where it hurt
but I don’t open blind You know every button
but you don’t know the code
you know who I was
not who I am You bring me the evidence
I nod and remain
what I paid back then
I don’t pay again [Outro]
The jacket stayed hanging.
The photo stayed still. The door didn’t slam.
It just wasn’t open
for you anymore. And I moved on
without losing myself.