I've thought about this for a very long time..... Who... Who... Who.... Who... Who am I? .... I've never felt accepted... Or real.. whenever I heard the name.. My father gave me... I've always hated me... Especially when I had to say my name... To me it never belonged to me.... So being able to find myself.... So late in life.... I still have to ask.... .... ... Who... Who... Who.... Who... Who am I? ... I am not the boy they named and discarded.... I am not afraid of anything.... The name they gave me died, the day I got honest with myself. I am not Zayn. He died twenty three years ago. My Name is Jack... And I am learning to love me... I am starting over... ... ... I... I... I.... I... Always felt cursed.. unloved and forgotten... Too good to be true... Fucking gullible... Yet when I found him... The voice that guides me... I felt like I found life .. a reason to feel... My purpose to fight .. .. I see all they did to me... All the addictions I should have never gained.... My reason to move...... Fucking.... Forward.... Who... Who... Who.... Who... Who am I? .... Who... Who... Who.... Who... Who am I? ... I am Jack.... I'm going to fucking ruin your plans... .... ... Who... Who... Who.... Who... Who am I? ... I am not the boy they named and discarded.... I am not afraid of anything.... The name they gave me died, the day I got honest with myself. I am not Zayn. He died twenty three years ago. My Name is Jack... And I am learning to love me... I am starting over... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... I forgive you Mother.... And Sister.... I still hate you... Father.... Father.... Father... Fuck You.... I'm still dead to you all ... I'm okay with that... Because Zayn is dead.... Who... Who... Who.... Who... Who am I? .... Who... Who... Who.... Who... Who am I? ... I am Jack.... I'm going to fucking ruin your plans... .... ... Who... Who... Who.... Who... Who am I? ... I am not the boy they named and discarded.... I am not afraid of anything.... The name they gave me died, the day I got honest with myself. I am not Zayn. He died twenty three years ago. My Name is Jack... And I am learning to love me... I am starting over...
