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Evaporate

[Instrumental Intro] (soft acoustic guitar, distant room reverb, faint static) [Chorus – simple emotional hook] Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh… I feel myself evaporate Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh… I lose myself again --- [Verse 1 – PLUTO] I sit in my room, lights low, phone off, scrolling the same thoughts over and over I tell myself I’m fine but I don’t feel closer to anything real when it’s over I write like I’m chasing a version of me that I swear I can see but it’s always in motion And I smile in public but privately breaking, I fake it like I’ve got it under control then I hear my own voice telling me I’m not enough, not ready, not built for the pressure That I should just stop before I embarrass myself trying to be something better So I push it away, then I pull it back in, then I argue alone in my head Like one part of me wants to grow into something, the other just wants me dead [Chorus – simple emotional hook] Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh… I feel myself evaporate Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh… I lose myself again --- [Verse 3 – PLUTO (defensive, emotional shift)] Yeah… but I’m trying though I’m not the version of me that you talk about like I chose it though I didn’t ask for the anxiety, nights where my mind doesn’t slow I didn’t ask to feel like I’m watching my life from a place I don’t know I’ve been working, I’ve been pushing, I’ve been building something out of nothing And even if it’s messy, at least I’m still fighting something I don’t want to stay the same person that keeps on self-destructing So don’t tell me I’m lazy when I’m barely sleeping, still functioning --- [Verse 5 – PLUTO (breaking point)] Then what am I supposed to do with this head? If every direction I turn just feels like a threat If even my thoughts don’t agree with each other If I can’t even trust what I’m feeling in bed I’m tired of fighting myself every night Like I’m split in two versions that never align right One wants to build, one wants to hide And both of them swear that they’re on my side --- [Bridge – realization shift] Maybe you’re not my enemy Maybe you’re just my honesty Maybe the war I keep feeding Is just me refusing to see That I don’t need to kill a part of me I need to learn how to breathe with it --- [Final Chorus – emotional release] Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh I feel myself come back again Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh I stop the war within my head Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh I’m not two, I’m finally one Ooh… I stop evaporating Ooh… I’m not gone Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh… I feel myself evaporate Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh… I stop the war within my head --- [ Outro – calm clarity] PLUTO.