I’ll scream a little louder so that the whole damn world can hear But something scary stops me so I run and hide in fear I want to be so crazy that no one would condone Surrounded by so many but feeling all alone Compressed expression burns beneath my itching skin Pretend adult, schizo’, messed up kid is all that lies within You must know what I’m going through, please show some compassion This is why I get it wrong, the important things like fashion You can see the dark in me from afar Crawling out my heart like thick black smoker’s tar How was I really meant to cope? With no future, no chance, no hope. At the moment, it’s fifty-fifty at best I buzzzz around like some sort of annoying pest I’m your possession, you bought me So, maybe it’s about sixty-forty Scream a little louder so the whole hate filled world can hear Something scary stops me so I run and hide in fear I want to be so wild that no one would condone Surrounded by this gathering but feeling all alone So you can see my reasons for such erratic emotion Let go the leash, lock me away or give me some healing potion You never know, just one day, I’ll fit into the mold Too irresponsible to be adult, to childish to be old You can see the good in me that remains Despite all the shame, the suffering and the pain And although I am impatient for it to end I’ll wait a thousand years to be your friend. At the moment, it’s fifty-fifty at best I buzzzzz around like some sort of annoying pest Im your possession, you bought me So, maybe it’s about sixty-forty My death will be theft Now there is little of me left to run this race And yet with great threat I spit teeth, broken and wet into their face At the moment, it’s fifty-fifty at best I buzzzz around like some sort of annoying pest I’m your possession, you bought me So, maybe it’s about sixty-forty I prefer that it’s fifty-fifty at best I eat all the food like a badly behaved guest I want to be upbeat but I’m thinking- ok then I don’t work right so it maybe ninety-ten Fifty-fifty at best (Fifty- fifty at best) Yeah, I’m fifty-fifty at best
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