Hospital Lights

(Verse 1) Same chair, same ward, same time again, Same fucked thoughts running round my head, Doctor talks but I barely hear, Just watching every breath with fear. You’re on my phone chatting shit again, “You don’t care, you’ve changed,” I’m watching my mum fight just to breathe, And you’re still putting pressure on me. (Hook) Hospital lights, yeah they burn my eyes, While you’re at home just feeding me lies, I’m fighting real life, you’re picking fights— You don’t see pain… you just pick sides. (Verse 2) Sister’s quiet but I know that look, Trying act strong but she’s fucking shook, And I’m meant to be solid, meant to be calm, While everything’s falling apart in my arms. You say I’m distant, say I’ve gone cold, But you don’t see half of what I hold, I ain’t got space for your drama now— I’m just trying to figure it out. (Hook) Hospital lights, yeah they burn my brain, While you’re sat there shifting the blame, I’m fighting real shit you won’t understand— I’m losing my world while you’re making demands. (Verse 3 – NEW) Clock keeps ticking but it don’t feel real, Trying stay strong but I’m losing my will, Every breath feels like it could be the last— And you’re still stuck in the past. You don’t see what this shit does to me, You just see what you want to see, And I ain’t got energy left to explain— I’m already dealing with enough pain. (Final Hook) Hospital lights, yeah they burn my soul, While you’re sat there losing control, I’m fighting real life, you’re fighting me— That’s something you’ll never see.