08. ONE LAST FEELING

[Intro – Celestial Harp + Deep Sub-Bass] [Low Raspy Female] I used to fear The thought of dying Now I wonder How it feels [Slow Hypnotic Beat Enters] [Verse 1 – Low Raspy Female] There's a stillness Living in me Deeper Every night I remember When my sorrow Used to keep me Up till light I remember How fear trembled Softly Underneath my skin Now the world Can fall around me And nothing Gets within [Pre-Chorus – Breathy Female] I don't want Another lifetime Feeling Nothing at all If there's something Past this silence Maybe death Can break the wall [Chorus – Melancholic Female] One last feeling That's all I want One last moment Inside my heart Let me tremble Let me cry Let me remember I'm alive One last feeling Before The dark [Extended Ethnotronica Instrumental] [Elastic Deep Sub-Bass + Rolling Frame Drums] [Celestial Harp + Ancient Lyre] [Verse 2 – Low Raspy Female] Once I begged For more tomorrows Now tomorrow Feels the same Another moon Above the garden Another season Without change Even anger Couldn't stay here Even grief Forgot my name Sometimes I think I'd welcome anything That made me Ache again [Deep Hypnotic Bass Passage] [Breathy Female] Pain Fear Sorrow Anything Just let me Feel it [Slow Ritual Percussion Enters] [Chorus – Layered Female Vocals] One last feeling That's all I want One last moment Inside my heart Let me tremble Let me cry Let me remember I'm alive One last feeling Before The dark [Extended Instrumental] [Deep Rolling Bass + Harp Arpeggios] [Mournful Bowed Strings] [Brief Wordless Female Lament] [Bridge – Intimate Low Chest Voice] Maybe death Is only silence Maybe nothing Waits for me But sometimes Even nothing Feels warmer Than eternity [Instrumental Passage] [Low Raspy Female] I don't long For death I long For what it might awaken [Harp + Sub-Bass Rise] [Final Chorus – Female, Fragile and Aching] One last feeling That's all I ask Something strong enough To reach me Through the venom Through the cold Through everything I've lost Let me tremble Let me cry Let me remember I'm alive One last feeling Before The dark [Extended Instrumental Outro] [Celestial Harp + Ancient Lyre + Deep Sub-Bass] [Low Raspy Female] If the end Can make me feel... Maybe I'm ready