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[intro] it’s 2am and I’m still awake… phone lights up but I let it fade… I don’t even know what to say… [verse 1] laying on my bed like I’m someone else mirror on the wall but I hate myself lip gloss on but it’s just for show no one’s here, but I still pretend though… posters staring like they know my name but they don’t feel anything the same I look pretty in this light, I guess… but pretty doesn’t fix this mess… [pre-chorus] you only call me when you’re bored… say you miss me, I’ve heard it before… I pick up… I don’t know why… [chorus] I get lonely… even when you’re next to me… you don’t really see me… I get lonely… pretty face but empty eyes… you just like the way I lie… lonely… [verse 2] in a room full of your things… but you don’t feel like anything… heels kicked off on the bedroom floor wore them just in case you’d want more but you never even showed up… guess I should’ve known enough… I replay every word you said like a song stuck in my head you don’t love me, you just like how I stay every night… [pre-chorus 2] I say “I’m fine”… I always do… even when I’m breaking for you… I laugh it off… like it’s cute… [chorus] I get lonely… even when you’re next to me… you don’t really see me… I get lonely… pretty face but empty eyes… you just like the way I lie… lonely… touch me like you care again… then disappear like all my friends… [bridge] would you miss me if I left tonight…? or just find someone else to like… someone softer, someone new… someone easier than you… I stay quiet, play it cool… but I look so breakable… [outro – slowed] I get… lonely… even when you hold me… you don’t even know me… …lonely…