Our fights were in silence In all of the words left unsaid My quiet unhappiness A maelstrom inside my head You'd shut down and wall up And grey rock the hell out of me Refused to engage and left Me to think I must be crazy I'm not even sure when exactly I knew we were done for When I stood, whispering to the wind We Are Over Maybe I was unstable Possibly too available Maybe I wasn't enough A needy and clingy small thing But your indifference Compounded our distance Maybe I asked for too much But you left my cup empty I stopped calling and Talking and reaching for you Emotions becoming a Cold little rock in my shoe Even when feelings of emptiness Ravaged my fragile core I never hated you, not even once Not at all And I hope you know I'd be lying If I ever said You're not in my heart or my mind And I don't miss your bed