How many songs does it take to heal?

I wrote one song about your lies on repeat Next one got me tapping my impatient feet The third was about the lipstick on his collar crime Fourth one? Yeah I cursed you over rhymes and a dime How many songs till my heart finally heals How many beats till I can't feel the steals I've torn the pages but the pain won’t fold Still spitting out verses; my soul feeling cold Song five was pure rage dripping in my voice Like a broken melody with no little choice By song six I was drowning in my own tears Still no sign of love removing the spears How many songs till my heart finally heals How many beats till I can't feel the steals I've torn the pages but the pain won’t fold Still spitting out verses; my soul feeling cold I’m runnin' outta metaphors to say you the worst Bars don’t fix a heart when it’s bleedin' in a verse Every rhyme like déjà, same old view How many tracks just to unlove you? Seven hit soft, velvet in my tone Didn’t wanna drop it — left my mic alone Eight was a whisper, low in the mix 'Cause closure don’t come with your usual tricks Nine ain’t for him, it’s a track for me No more chains in the melody I don’t love him — that chapter's done But I need this verse to finally run Let the beat break what's left in my chest 'Cause silence might be the part that heals best