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Menjauh // 変わらないよずっと

[Verse 1: Clear, controlled female vocal] もう戻らなくていい 同じ名前で呼べなくていい Tapi jangan hilang dariku (でも私から消えないで) 消えてしまわないで 背中合わせで歩いてた 同じ景色を見てるつもりだった いつから違う朝を待って 同じ夜だけ越えてたんだろう 言葉を選ぶほど遠くなる 優しささえ少し痛くなる もう無理に繋がなくていい そう言えたら楽なのに Aku tahu kita berbeda (私たちが違うことは分かってる) それくらい分かってる Tapi hatiku belum siap (でも私の心はまだ準備できていない) まだ心だけ追いつかない [Pre-Chorus: Controlled tension] 終わらせることと 消してしまうことは違うでしょう Aku tak ingin membencimu (あなたを嫌いになりたくない) 嫌いになんてなりたくない [Chorus: Stronger, emotionally restrained] 恋人じゃない それだけのこと そう言えるほど簡単じゃないけど 離れていくなら ちゃんと離れよう 握った手だけほどいていこう Yang berakhir hanya cinta kita (終わるのは私たちの恋だけ) 終わるのはこの恋だけ 君を大切にしたことまで なくさなくていい 変わらないよ ずっと [Verse 2: More emotionally exposed] 「友達でいよう」なんて言葉 今すぐには少し綺麗すぎる 笑って会えるその日までは 他人にならずにいられればいい 思い出を片づけるみたいに 心はそんなに器用じゃない 捨てるものと残すものを まだ選べないままでいい Aku masih merindukanmu (私はまだあなたが恋しい) まだ恋しくなる日もある Tapi aku akan melepaskanmu (それでも私はあなたを手放す) それでも手は離していく [Pre-Chorus 2: Firmer acceptance] 忘れるためじゃない 歩き出すために離れるんだ Tak semua harus menghilang (すべてが消える必要はない) 全部消さなくてもいい [Chorus 2: Wider, more open] 恋人じゃない それだけのこと 言葉にすれば少し冷たいね 戻らないこと 選んだとしても 出会ったことまで間違いじゃない Yang mati hanya kisah cinta (終わるのは恋の物語だけ) 終わるのは恋の形だけ 君を好きだった私まで 否定しなくていい 変わらないよ ずっと [Instrumental Break] [Bridge: Raw, emotionally exposed] 綺麗な別れ方なんて知らない 傷つけず終わる方法も知らない Aku hanya tahu satu hal (私に分かっているのはただひとつ) ただひとつ分かっているのは Aku tak ingin membencimu (あなたを嫌いになりたくない) あなたを嫌いになりたくない だから今は 友達なんて呼ばなくていい それでもいつか 名前を呼んで笑えたなら [Break: Calm and clear] きっと大丈夫 Bukan sekarang (今じゃなくていい) 今じゃなくていい [Final Chorus: Full emotional release] 恋人じゃない それだけのこと やっと少しだけ分かった気がする 離れた場所で 違う朝を見ても 君の幸せを願える日まで Aku akan terus berjalan (私は歩き続ける) 私はちゃんと歩いていく 終わった恋を抱えたままで それでも明日を選んでいく 君を好きだったこと 君と過ごした時間 その意味だけは消えないから 変わらないよ ずっと [Outro: Calm, clear] Sampai kita bisa tersenyum lagi (また私たちが笑い合えるようになるまで) また笑えるその日まで さよならじゃなく 約束でもなく ただ 変わらないよ ずっと ⬇️English [Verse 1: Clear, controlled female vocal] I don't need to go back anymore We don't have to call it by the same name anymore Tapi jangan hilang dariku (But please don't disappear from my life) Please don't disappear We walked with our backs turned to each other Thinking we were looking at the same view When did we start waiting for different mornings While only sharing the same nights? The more carefully I choose my words, the farther you feel Even kindness begins to hurt a little We don't have to force ourselves to stay connected If only I could say that, maybe it'd be easier Aku tahu kita berbeda (I know that we're different) I know that much Tapi hatiku belum siap (But my heart isn't ready yet) It's just my heart that hasn't caught up [Pre-Chorus: Controlled tension] Ending something And erasing it are not the same, are they? Aku tak ingin membencimu (I don't want to hate you) I never want to hate you [Chorus: Stronger, emotionally restrained] We're not lovers That's all it is Though it's not as simple as saying those words If we're going to drift apart Then let's truly let ourselves go Let's just loosen the hands we've been holding Yang berakhir hanya cinta kita (Only our love is ending) Only this love has to end Even the fact that I cared for you Doesn't have to disappear I'll never change, not ever [Verse 2: More emotionally exposed] "Let's stay friends" Those words are still a little too beautiful for me Until the day we can meet and smile again I just don't want us to become strangers A heart isn't skillful enough To put memories away like belongings What should be thrown away, what should remain It's okay if I still can't decide Aku masih merindukanmu (I still miss you) There are still days when I miss you Tapi aku akan melepaskanmu (But I will let you go) Even so, I'll let go of your hand [Pre-Chorus 2: Firmer acceptance] I'm not leaving so I can forget I'm leaving so I can move forward Tak semua harus menghilang (Not everything has to disappear) We don't have to erase everything [Chorus 2: Wider, more open] We're not lovers That's all it is Put into words, it sounds a little cold Even if we choose Never to go back Meeting you was never a mistake Yang mati hanya kisah cinta (Only the love story is ending) Only the shape our love took is ending I don't have to deny The part of me that loved you I'll never change, not ever [Instrumental Break] [Bridge: Raw, emotionally exposed] I don't know how to say goodbye beautifully I don't know how to end this without hurting you Aku hanya tahu satu hal (I only know one thing) There's only one thing I know Aku tak ingin membencimu (I don't want to hate you) I don't want to hate you So for now We don't have to call each other friends But someday If I can say your name and smile again [Break: Calm and clear] I'm sure we'll be okay Bukan sekarang (Not now) It doesn't have to be now [Final Chorus: Full emotional release] We're not lovers That's all it is I think I'm finally beginning to understand Even if we're far apart Even if we wake to different mornings Until the day I can truly wish for your happiness Aku akan terus berjalan (I will keep walking) I'll keep moving forward Carrying the love that ended with me And still choosing tomorrow The fact that I loved you The time that I spent with you The meaning of it will never disappear I'll never change, not ever [Outro: Calm, clear] Sampai kita bisa tersenyum lagi (Until we can smile together again) Until the day we can smile again Not a goodbye Not a promise Just I'll never change, not ever