Verse 1: I can’t decide if I should stay single or pursue a relationship Is it really that important that someone puts up with my shit? I think I get lost in the pursuit of trying to prove I’m normal When in reality — that would be too boring and too formal Most people that I know have a family and several little kids It looks like that’s just not the lifestyle that I chose to live Now, I am pushing forty and nearly three hundred pounds I produce my own music because I like the way it sounds But what the fuck do I actually want? Can I be upfront? Can I say the words and learn to be that kind of blunt? Chorus: I must not be desperate to settle down Because there is no body that’s around I must not be desperate to settle down Because there is no body that’s around The voice in my head is the only sound Verse 2: I guess that I’ve been left so many times that I’m still behind It’s like being lost next to a street corner that exists in my mind Thus, I’m not surprised; her problems were an unlimited sum I might be foolish, but I’m not dumb and I guess trust no one It’s so annoying how one second it’s all over and it’s done It’s not like I’m never going to find someone else that I love It never occurred to me that this is all just real-life stuff You work a job that’s good enough and often play rough You busted your fucking ass for that Michigan diploma Why would you let a stranger decide what it normal? Chorus: I must not be desperate to settle down Because there is no body that’s around I must not be desperate to settle down Because there is no body that’s around The voice in my head is the only sound Bridge: I don’t have answers to these questions I’m still trying to learn all of these lessons It’s incredibly hard to make new friends Just when you think you break you bend It’s complicated to figure out who I am… It’s complicated to figure out who I am… Chorus: I don’t have answers to these questions I’m still trying to learn all of these lessons It’s incredibly hard to make new friends Just when you think you break you bend Refrain: It’s complicated to figure out who I am… It’s complicated to figure out who I am… I know how I like to paint the bigger picture I don’t think I could’ve ever fixed her
