[Intro] Don't... Turn... The lights... On... I'm still... Learning... Who lives... Here... [Verse 1] I smile like it's borrowed... Like somebody left it at my door... People tell me I'm doing better... I don't know what they're looking for... Every mirror tells a different story... None of them remember my name... Maybe I've just gotten so good... At setting my own heart to airplane mode... The silence knows my password... The ceiling knows every prayer... Funny how empty rooms... Can feel like someone's there... [Pre-Chorus] If I disappear inside myself... Would anyone notice... Or would I still answer... Every "How are you?" with... "I'm alright..." [Chorus] There's a version of me... Nobody's ever met... She lives... Behind every sentence... I never said... She watches me laugh... From somewhere underneath... She's the quietest version... Of me... Maybe she's honest... Maybe she's free... Maybe... She's everything... I couldn't be... [Verse 2] I'm tired of carrying ghosts... That still wear familiar faces... Tired of apologizing... For surviving impossible places... Sometimes I miss people... Who never really existed... Just the idea of them... The promise... The almost... The maybe... I keep collecting sunsets... Like they'll explain something... They never do... [Bridge] Don't save me... Just... Sit here... No speeches... No fixing... No beautiful lies... Just let the room breathe... Long enough... For my heartbeat... To remember... It's still mine... [Final Chorus] There's a version of me... She never raises her voice... She simply... Stops believing... In all the noise... If tomorrow comes... She'll open the curtains... One inch... Maybe two... Maybe that's enough... For today... Maybe healing... Never sounded... Like hope... Maybe... It sounded... Like surviving... Anyway... [Outro] Don't... Turn... The lights... On... I'm still here... Even if... I don't... Feel... Like me...
