Never Much Of Anything

[Intro – glitchy, distant] (static) never much… of anything… yeah… [Verse 1 – moody, downtempo] Stuck in a loop, same day replay Black screen mind, can’t hit escape Voices talk but they decay Every time I try to say Rust in my chest, feel it cave in Half of me’s gone, where do I begin? Every word feels paper-thin Like I’m here but I don’t fit in [Pre-Chorus – tension build] I keep runnin' from the noise I made Every signal starts to fade away Say I’m fine but it’s just a phase Yeah right… it never changed [Chorus – explosive] I was never much of anything Never loud, never worth a thing Turn me up just to shut me down Break me till I hit the ground I was never much of anything Just a ghost in the in-between Scream my name but it don’t resound Lost in noise, never found [Verse 2 – rap rock + breakbeat] Step in—cut clean, no hesitation Heart go numb, no sensation Kick drum hit like detonation Still I feel no elevation Everybody fake, yeah, synthetic Copy-paste life, all aesthetic Try to feel real but I can’t get it Every breath just feels disconnected [Bridge – industrial, distorted] Cut the wire, kill the feed I don’t trust what I don’t need Burn it down, watch it bleed Still I’m less than what I see [Breakdown – nu metal style] (HEY) Tear it outta me (HEY) I don’t wanna be (HEY) Another memory That don’t mean anything [Final Chorus – bigger] I was never much of anything Never loud, never worth a thing Turn me up just to shut me down Break me till I hit the ground I was never much of anything Just a ghost in the in-between Scream my name but it don’t resound Lost in noise, never found [Outro – fading static] never much… of anything… (static fades)