(Verse 1) I’m staring at the three dots on my screen and it’s actually killing me Did I say something wrong? Or are you just completely over me? My brain just split again, now I’m convinced you hate my guts Over a text message. Like, I’m fully losing it, it sucks. I’m so drained from making up scenarios that don't exist Checking your active status just to see if I’m still on your list It’s like having no skin. Everything just hurts too much, too fast I hate that I love you this hard, I hate that I’m waiting for the crash. (Chorus) And my voice is cracking 'cause I’m running on empty, frl I’m so toxic to myself, I don't even know who I am anymore One minute you're my literal savior, the next I wanna ghost Constantly hurting the people that I love the absolute most. But I’m still breathing, I’m still trying not to spiral down Yeah, I’m exhausted... but I’m staying around. (Verse 2) It’s that hollow feeling in my chest, that chronic void type beat I bought three random things online just to feel some kind of heat Then I woke up today wishing I could delete my entire face Just a walking open wound, completely out of place. I scream at you to leave, then I’m begging you to stay I'm so sick of ruining a perfectly good day They say "just regulate your emotions," like it’s that easy to do When your own mind is a bully that’s constantly lying to you. (Bridge) But I'm fighting it. I swear to God I'm trying. Behind the quiet, behind all the late-night crying. It takes everything in me just to keep my hands steady I know I'm a lot, I know that you weren't ready But I'm not giving up on me yet. No, I'm not giving up on me yet. (Chorus) Even if my voice is whisper-thin and I’m running on empty, frl I’m so tired of this constant war inside my own head, it’s a war One minute you're my savior, the next I wanna ghost Hurting the people that I love the absolute most. But I’m still breathing, I’m still trying not to spiral down Yeah, I’m exhausted... but I’m staying around. (Outro) Don't leave. Please don't leave. I’m still fighting. I'm still here.
