Serene Equanimity | Apocalypse Muse

[Verse 1] Serene equanimity That should be the name Of our psalm And yes amor I am still struggling To find my words My own Creator Who wants to be found Spoken to, met [Pre-Chorus] He who has held me In His mercy Withdraws Lets me be Lets me choose Lets me get into the mud Of my own design And then He claims He aches when I ache [Chorus] Serene equanimity Hold me now Serene equanimity Bring me home Fearfully and wonderfully made Still I tremble Fearfully and wonderfully made Till You return [Verse 2] So my wound is different I am called, in His words Fearfully and wonderfully made Yet I do not feel that way I feel abandoned I feel sent To a harsh world To fend for myself Unheld Except for brief moments Unprovided for Even though providence exists I look around and see [Pre-Chorus] Women loved And if not loved Wealthy enough To enjoy life nonetheless I have bore my wounds In silence I have smiled nonetheless I have given When I was running on fumes Bread, and water And when emptied I have been left with the silence [Chorus] Serene equanimity Hold me now Serene equanimity Bring me home Fearfully and wonderfully made Still I tremble Fearfully and wonderfully made Till You return [Bridge] I have cried out And left on read I have held back tears And their water rots inside me I have ached for my God To return me to Himself Because this world feels unbearable Most of the time And yet I have endured Because I yield To His will, not mine [Final Chorus] Serene equanimity Hold me now Serene equanimity Bring me home Fearfully and wonderfully made Still I tremble Fearfully and wonderfully made Till You return My wound is deep And unhealed But You know me From the start Unformed thing Aware of herself Unable to fit In this realm Serene equanimity Hold me now Serene equanimity Bring me home