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Watching through the window of my own eyes Hands moving but they don't feel like mine Everything's at a distance, soft and far Like I'm the audience to who we are Colors bleed together, muted and slow Voices reach me like they're through the snow I'm a passenger, a shadow, a guest Living one degree removed from the rest I'm here but I'm not here Present but I've disappeared Tethered to nothing, drifting through This body's moving but it isn't you I'm here but I'm not here Fading but I'm still right here Touch feels like an echo, light through glass Moments happening but they don't quite last I'm behind a veil I didn't choose Watching my own life like distant news Time moves around me, I'm standing still Can't quite connect, don't think I will Floating in the space between awake and gone Present in the room but no one's home I'm here but I'm not here Present but I've disappeared Tethered to nothing, drifting through This body's moving but it isn't you I'm here but I'm not here Fading but I'm still right here Try to grab hold of something that's mine But everything fades, slips out of time Hands pass through like I'm made of air I'm a ghost and the world's not there I'm here but I'm not here Present but I've disappeared Tethered to nothing, drifting through This body's moving but it isn't you I'm here but I'm not here Somewhere but nowhere near