Here I lay in abyss Thoughts of nothing no chance to reminisce No feelings of love or devotion Emptiness no emotion Feeling real lost this morning Sub zero frost all is lost heart is mourning Mourning love lost no where to grow How did we get here honestly I’ll never know Check on isle 9 looking for that miracle But now everything is empty no miracle gro I’ve been trying to love something that don’t want to be loved Love into a vacuum of never grow Empty wasteland barren of care No frequency of emotion emotionally bare Man I committed twenty years, gave up everything swallowed all my fears Surrendered all my cares for what Only disrespect and blank stares Is this the end like new edition said I lost everything I lost my best friend Sitting here by myself devastated Nothing there escalated emptiness Peace evaporated listlessness You know I worship you Always have you in my view Your always on my mind The only one my soul can find What I feel when there is no return What I feel when you let it burn No way I thought you would feel this way I just have so much to say My heart is beating but there is no sound All my love is left unfound I’m not feeling the skepticism Pulse of my love has no rhythm Why you don’t believe in me Why I’m not your fantasy Don’t you want to be with me Visit that Airbnb Get it cracking with strong intensity Don’t you know you were meant for me But you try to sail away from me I’m here forever Her to stay Always ready for you to come my way Come fly with me bey I’m your soldier Contractions of all my muscles as I hold ya I know it’s late but come on over We always going to be together In the sun and the snowy weather In the good and the bad times Always following all signs to you Always have you in my view You know I worship you Always have you in my view Your always on my mind The only one my soul can find Let’s hop on a plane Let’s go insane We going to find some sun Need to have some fun Want to hold you close to me Feel vibrating inside of me We sync ourselves We sync our souls Need you literally on top of me Need us to be a family It is what it is I guess I see you trying to crush me Trying to rush me Literally trying to mush me and my brain I see you trying to push me trying move from the sun into the rain Rain and thunderstorms of this thing called life Bitterness and negativity all doom this thing is rife With harshness and more problems Piling on and on no duty or try solve them Resolve them nah that’s not the target Miss me with the fake empathy you not trying to solve it Salve it you never heard of such a thing Guess you never heard that love don’t cost a thing Ring ring ring my calls to you go unanswered Growth of negative feelings towards me grow like a cancer Step after step after moves us closer to attrition End of times and destruction I guess that is the mission What am I missing When and where did I become public enemy number one How did I become the sacrificial son All I tried to be was the loving one An eternal sun I have unbelievable ton Of weight on my back that I always carry Always hearing the whispers from your mind of why did we have to marry No more legendary stories or myths I’m looking for the answers true life gift You know I worship you Always have you in my viewpoints but Your always on my mind The only one my soul can find
