
ALL FIVE AT THE TABLE
[INTRO - SLOW BUILD, INSTRUMENTS ENTERING ONE BY ONE] (Piano alone... then acoustic guitar... then organ... then 808 pulse... then distorted electric... each representing a character taking their seat) (Spoken by the protagonist) I called them all tonight Every one of them Told them we needed to talk Told them the cathedral was condemned Told them the porch light was burning out Told them the smoke was getting thick Told them the roots were showing Told them the carnival was closing And they all showed up Because that's what they do That's what they've always done They show up when you call The question was never whether they'd come The question was always what they'd say When they saw each other [VERSE 1 - MARY JANE, SOFT ACOUSTIC VOICE] (Fingerpicked guitar, warm 808 hum) I never asked for a pedestal I never asked for a prayer I just kept the light on Because I knew you'd come I'm not your savior and I'm not your sin I'm just the one who lets you in You built a church around my name But I'm just a plant Just a leaf Just a flame [VERSE 2 - THE CATHEDRAL, ORGAN AND CHOIR VOICE] (Church organ, distant choir pads) And I gave you four walls when the sky was too wide I gave you a ritual when the world had no guide You kneeled in my smoke and you called it divine But the holiness was yours It was never mine Every prayer that you whispered Every burden you laid Was the sound of your own voice Deciding to stay [VERSE 3 - THE SMOKE, WHISPERED AND EERIE] (Sparse percussion, ambient drone, whispered delivery) I showed you what you buried I showed you what you hid You thanked me for the mirror Then you smashed the lid You called me truth-teller You called me your guide But when I showed you everything You stepped to the side You didn't want the truth You wanted a beautiful lie Dressed in the shape of a cloud Climbing the sky [VERSE 4 - MOTHER MYCELIUM, EARTHY AND ANCIENT] (Distorted slide guitar, tribal pulse, deep voice) I held you underground I broke you like a seed I fed you to the dirt And the dirt gave you what you need You asked for healing I gave you decomposition You asked for answers I gave you a funeral for every preconception And you called it beautiful Until the worms came Then you crawled back to the surface And you cursed my name [VERSE 5 - AMANITA QUEEN, THEATRICAL AND WILD] (Carnival organ, stomping percussion, fierce delivery) And I was the one who made you laugh In the middle of the nightmare I spun you till the sky fell down And you loved the sickened air You followed me through feverland You danced barefoot in the snow But when the carnival stopped spinning You said I was the one who stole the show I didn't steal anything You handed me the keys You wanted someone to blame When the mirror cracked and you saw the disease [PRE-CHORUS - ALL FIVE VOICES OVERLAPPING] (Building chaos, each voice fighting for space) MARY JANE: I just kept the light on CATHEDRAL: I just kept the walls standing SMOKE: I just kept showing the truth MOTHER: I just kept burying the dead QUEEN: I just kept dancing in the fire ALL: You called us your salvation ALL: You called us your escape ALL: But we were never the answer ALL: We were the shape of your ache [CHORUS - FULL BAND, EVERY VOICE, MAXIMUM VOLUME] We were the shape of your ache Every one of us, every break You thought we were five different doors But we were the same floor That you kept falling through We were the shape of your ache Every hit, every toke, every dose, every snake You thought we were saving your life But we were the shape Of the knife That you sharpened on yourself [VERSE 6 - PROTAGONIST, STRIPPED BACK, SOLO VOICE] (Everything drops out except a single acoustic guitar) And I sat at the head of the table With all five of you staring back And I realized I was the host I was the one who built the shack Every cathedral was my construction Every porch light was my match Every smoke ring was my deflection Every root was my attached Every carnival was my invention To avoid the quiet room Where the only thing that's sitting there Is me and what I consumed [FINAL CHORUS - QUIET, DEVASTATING] (Just piano and five voices in harmony) We were the shape of your ache Every one of us, every break You thought we were five different doors But we were the same floor And now you see We never left We were always just The parts of you That couldn't rest [OUTRO - SILENCE, THEN PROTAGONIST ALONE] (Every instrument fades one by one in reverse order of how they entered. Distorted guitar first, then 808, then organ, then acoustic guitar, then piano until only the protagonist's voice remains) (Spoken, barely audible) Thank you All of you For showing up Every time I don't know if I'll call again But if I do I know you'll come Because that's what you do That's what you've always done You show up When someone's breaking And you sit with them Until they either Put themselves back together Or learn to live In pieces (Long silence) Goodnight (Silence)

