[soft, atmospheric pads fade in] 2AM… the world goes silent… (It’s quiet… without you…) i’m loving… you could never be without you Your side of the bed… feelin’ so foreign… Got your name… sittin’ on my screen… (can’t call… can’t call…) Can’t bring myself… to make that call… i can’t breathe sometimes when i think about you my heart keeps racing my mind keeps pacing what is life without you [beat warms up, syncopated bass comes in] I stayed too long… (too long…) I see it now… You said forever… but you checked out… Now I’m stuck… in between… What you said… and what you mean… i don’t feel like me without you (…anxiety) don’t wanna be numb these days you never let my mind go quiet (anxiety…) or get too comfortable [pre-chorus blend] I gave my heart… with no defense… you keep me oh so focused (…anxiety) i don’t miss a thing they say You gave me love… when it made no sense… Now I’m tryna breathe again… (breathe again…) Through the hole… you left… [hook hits, groove fuller] i’m loving… [rise] you [drop] (…anxiety) could never be without you I gave you love… through the pourin’ rain… You gave me silence… you gave me pain… i can’t breathe sometimes (anxiety…) when i think about you Crazy thing… I still wish we would last… (still wish… still wish…) my heart keeps racing (…anxiety) my mind keeps pacing Back when home felt… less alone than this past… i’m addicted to you (anxiety…) therapy never gonna do [drums deepen, more rhythmic edits, call & response] Coffee gone cold… still untouched… Like your love… I wasn’t enough… i don’t see it like they do they don’t get the way you move Replayin’… every word you said… (again… again…) Wishin’ I just… left you on read… you’re the only thing that stays (…anxiety) when the world don’t feel safe You said “us”… like it meant somethin’… Now I see… it meant nothin’… they keep telling me things will change but i like it this way [chorus drop, layered vocals, anxiety tag weaving in] I gave you love… through the pourin’ rain… You gave me silence… you gave me pain… (…anxiety) Prayed time would heal… what we couldn’t face… Now I’m stuck… in this empty space… i’m loving… [rise] you [drop] (…anxiety) don’t wanna be without you How’d you walk away… so easily… (so easily…) When you were… my everything… even when it don’t feel right (anxiety…) i let you control my life [bass slides, synths swell, line-by-line blend] Maybe I loved you… more than I should… Saw all the bad… called it good… i don’t feel like me without you (…anxiety) i don’t know who i am without you Now I’m here… pickin’ up my soul… Learnin’ how… to let you go… I’m tryna breathe again… through the hole you left… but my heart keeps racing (…anxiety) my mind keeps pacing You don’t feel like home… no more… Just a song… I can’t ignore… [outro, very soft, instruments fading] i’m loving… you [long pause] anxiety… you don’t feel like home no more and i don’t know who i am without you
