tired of this sh*t (remix)

original song & lyrics by Jake Nicholson (https://suno.com/@killaogkush) song: https://suno.com/s/C54AcVTsE4fBE7Sb ----- Tired of this shit… Push me till I flip… I’m losing control, I’m losing hope Barely holding on by a broken rope Please baby take my hand We’re falling too fast — don’t let it end I’m sorry for the shit I said All the demons in my head Every mess, every regret Still choking on the words I said Stop ignoring me, answer me Stop acting like you don’t see If you loved me, you would try Not just leave me here to die You push me — I break You fake — I shake You silent — I suffocate You cold — I medicate I’m losing control inside my brain Drowning slow inside the pain Trying hard to feel alive Barely making it outside Feel dead to you — like I’m not real Everything I say you steal Twist my words, deny the truth Wear me down and drain my youth Step back once — look at yourself It might help us, it might help I’m not perfect, I’m to blame But you lighting all the flames 808 heartbeat in the dark Every word cut like a mark Still standing, still breathing Still bleeding, still seething Push me till I crack, I bend Didn’t want it like this in the end I’m losing control — I confess But I’m still fighting through the mess I don’t want this to end this way Just want you here — just to stay Take my hand before we fall Or I’ll be talking to the wall Losing control… Losing hope… Don’t let it end…