Run Away

i'm overthnking as the day set tryna get this bad shht out my head this on edge pulling me down down down down with the smoke in the air got me gasping for a lil breath yo all thes posts that i see they make me hate myself cuz my whole fyp filled with selfies n everybodys else they been all round the world smilng in designer clothes or at least thats what i see thats how the circus goes every single little image just keep building up up up now laying in my bed feeling concussed damn! phone keep going off oh hey do you want a caption mwah i dont know what to say your comments make me feel special but you say that shht to everyone else so i wonder if you mean it or its just for yourself yurp everybody out for self how can i even trust myself all these opinions man making me sicker i try to run away but they wont let me eat liv love yo got me praying for peace lord grant me this wish where the fk is the chorus all the tweets n the dms i wonder where the fk this song ends the toxic shht just dont make no sens i got me n maybe i dont need no one else ooh i just wanna run away yeah nights like this i just wanna run away delete my accounts n throw my phone away move to a fkin farm in a small boring town maybe i'll learn to slow down down down down down down maybe not i told my mother that my confidence is on the bitty n she told me thats what happens when you spend all your time on x gram tiktoktok right right right i know shes right ooh how can i see me when all i see is myself in others i know i have a vibe but i feel empty i feel like i'm shht but nono the more i learn about myself i realize we'r all shht shht im just trying to get better n all i hear its not enough i dont know if i can take it anymore will i be okay without not caring at all feel like my head is gona pop pop i dont know how to make it stop stop please stop nights like this i just wanna run away just wana run away ˡʸʳⁱᶜˢ ᵇʸ ᵐᵃʲᵃ