[INTRO] Maybe this cup gon’ save me Maybe this cup gon’ hate me But I already hate me Even when you call me baby Even when you call me baby I know you don’t mean it lately Yeah [HOOK] Maybe this cup gon’ save me Maybe this cup gon’ hate me But I already hate me Even when you call me baby Po up a four Po up some more All this embarrassment and agony Got me doing drugs more than before Maybe this cup gon’ hold me Since you don’t wanna know me You used to say you loved me Now you talk like you don’t know me [VERSE 1] High as a kite I’m up all night You couldn’t give a shit I already made you feel too nice Gave you everything Guess that was my mistake Made you feel so fucking loved You had nothing left to chase Now I’m sick in the bathroom Phone sitting on the tile Haven’t eaten since the last time You made me fucking smile And that’s sad That’s pathetic I know I get it Still refreshing our messages Like somehow you might edit The ending You left me hanging I’m shaking Can’t stand it I told you I was scared of love You made me fucking chance it [PRE-HOOK] I told you love was less safe than lust You told me baby “You can trust” Then you pulled me in Just enough To let me fall When I got stuck [HOOK] Maybe this cup gon’ save me Maybe this cup gon’ hate me But I already hate me Even when you call me baby Po up a four Po up some more All this embarrassment and agony Got me doing drugs more than before Maybe this cup gon’ hold me Since you don’t wanna know me You used to say you loved me Now you talk like you don’t know me [VERSE 2] I say “fuck you” Then I call back Five minutes later Like “my bad” No dignity No pride left Just your name sitting Inside my chest I know I look stupid That shit makes it worse I gave somebody heaven They gave me hurt You got the best of me I got withdrawal You walked away clean I got stuck with it all Now every little buzz Make me grab my phone Every unfamiliar number Got me hoping you’re home I don’t even know What the fuck I’m hoping for You already showed me You don’t want me anymore Fuck [BRIDGE] Maybe this cup gon’ save me Probably not Maybe these drugs gon’ erase me Probably not Maybe tomorrow I wake up and hate you Probably not ’Cause even when you hurt me I still wanna hear “Baby” One more time Just lie to me Tell me I’m yours Like you used to be Tell me you miss me Even if you don’t Give me one more lie Before you go [BREAK] No food No sleep Too high Too weak “I hate you” Don’t leave Call back No ring Po up Feel sick Throw up Still miss Your touch Your lips Fuck love Fuck this [FINAL HOOK] Maybe this cup gon’ save me Maybe this cup gon’ hate me But I already hate me Even when you call me baby Maybe I’m too far gone Maybe you moved right on Maybe I’m killing myself Trying to keep something alive That’s already gone Po up a four Po up some more All this embarrassment and agony Got me doing drugs more than before You betrayed me But the wok don’t leave me Funny how the poison Been more loyal than you lately Maybe this cup gon’ save me Maybe this cup gon’ hate me But I already hate me Even when you call me Baby. [OUTRO] Baby Baby Don’t call me baby Unless you mean it Please mean it Fuck.
