I remember the first time I fell in love All these butterflies and way too many feelings All this power to just bury lot of stuff Like the worst of actions of some human beings Yet there’s (something in our mind) Letting red flags turn us blind Keep you ready for another shattered heart (mh mh mh) (I’m so done) I actually don’t miss it (Honestly done) Stop hurting tryin’ to fix it (I’m so done) cry at night, feeling not right, to live or die, or open up, be vulnerable, to let them in, then be invisible again So when I say, that I am done While smiling I will say (“Not kidding, bro”) (“I mean it”) I’m done I used to wait for texts like they were rain in summer Held my breath for someone who’d never call me home Built a whole little world around a maybe, a wonder Then watched it fade to gray when I was left alone Now I know the quiet has its own kind of mercy A room for my heart to finally rest and breathe No more chasing what was never truly worthy No more begging love to stay and make me need [Pre-chorus] I’ve cried enough for names that never stayed Held on so long, I broke my own two hands And if love is always treating me this way Then I can let it go, I understand (I’m so done) I actually don’t miss it (Really done) Stop hurting tryin’ to fix it (I’m so done) crying all night, feeling not right, to live or die, or open up, be vulnerable, to let them in, then be invisible again So when I say, that I am done While smiling I will say (“Not kidding, bro”) (“I’m serious”) I’m done Maybe I was made for quiet mornings For solo walks and songs I only write for me Maybe I should try not run from healing Maybe feeling whole means being free I can still be sad and be alright Still love the stars without holding someone’s hand If the right one never comes to my life I’ll be okay with how I am and where I stand (So I’m done) I don’t need the fairy tale (Truly done) I’m tired of the chasing, tired of the fail (I’m so done) some nights I miss the dream, but now I see, it wasn’t meant for me to bleed endlessly So when I say, that I am done It’s not a loss, it’s moving on And say out loud, that I’m really done Done with the almosts, done with the why Done waiting for a hand to fit in mine If love comes, let it come kind Cause if it’s not, I’ll still be fine Cause, I swear I’m done
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