Everything I Ever Wanted

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It's the nights we lived for
Under amber streetlights
Blackened windows ashed to the floor
And the bodies lay still
And the paper burns fast
Pouring it back
But I'm always thirsty
Now my words are slurred and my face feels heavy
But the devil keeps whispering in my ear
And she tastes like whiskey and old cigarettes
With a golden halo and bedroom eyes
There's a noose on my neck
And a hand on my chest
This is everything that I ever wanted
Now the windows are open
And the lights are on
And the cops are banging at the door
Because my body lay still and my paper's burned out
And I'm tryna wake up
But I'm feeling...
There's a noose on my neck
And a hand on my chest
This is everything that I ever wanted
Now the windows are open
And the lights are on
And the cops are banging at the door
Beause my body lay still and my paper's burned out
And I'm tryna wake up
But I'm feeling...
Like it's time to let go of everything I worked for
And the nights we lived for
And the bodies lay still and the papers burned out
And I feel the floor
And I'm tryna wake up
But I'm feeling
Now I'm breathing faster
I feel the floor
And I'm tryna wake up
But I'm feeling...
There's a noose on my neck
And a hand on my chest
This is everything that I ever wanted
Now the windows are open
And the lights are on
And the cops are banging at the door
Because my body lay still and my paper's burned out
And I'm tryna wake up
But I'm feeling
Blink slow
Pink glow
From the window in the evening
Ink-blot shadows
On the lino look like seedlings
Growing into ghosts
Of all the nights we could’ve had
Cinematic visions
Of your lipstick on my coffee glass
You were begging
For a promise
For an honest try
I was busy being distant
Twisting every sign
Now the lines on the screen
Lean flat when I breathe
Every memory of you
Is the only thing I see
Rapid-fire flashes
Crashing in the dim light
You in my jacket
Laughing in the sunrise
Pillow talk promises
I never tried to keep
Now every little image
Is slipping out of reach
How many times does it take to feel great?
I've been bleeding out
Hanging in this place
Beause I thought the race was who could kill themselves the fastest
(...I need to...)
But it isn't
And I'm feeling
And I need
(...wake up...)
To wake up
But I'm always thirsty
Now my words are slurred and my face feels heavy
But the devil keeps whispering in my ear
And she tastes like whiskey and old cigarettes
With a golden halo and bedroom eyes
There's a noose on my neck
And a hand on my chest
This is everything that I ever wanted
There's a noose on my neck
And a hand on my chest
This is everything that I ever wanted
Now the windows are open
And the lights are on
And the cops are banging at the door
Beause my body lay still and my paper's burned out
And I'm tryna wake up
But I'm feeling
But it isn't
But it isn't
But it isn't
But it isn't
But it isn't
No
It isn't
(wake up)
No
It isn't
No
It isn't
No
It isn't
(wake up)
I need
I need to wake up
I just need to survive
I...

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It's the nights we lived for Under amber streetlights Blackened windows ashed to the floor And the bodies lay still And the paper burns fast Pouring it back But I'm always thirsty Now my words are slurred and my face feels heavy But the devil keeps whispering in my ear And she tastes like whiskey and old cigarettes With a golden halo and bedroom eyes There's a noose on my neck And a hand on my chest This is everything that I ever wanted Now the windows are open And the lights are on And the cops are banging at the door Because my body lay still and my paper's burned out And I'm tryna wake up But I'm feeling... There's a noose on my neck And a hand on my chest This is everything that I ever wanted Now the windows are open And the lights are on And the cops are banging at the door Beause my body lay still and my paper's burned out And I'm tryna wake up But I'm feeling... Like it's time to let go of everything I worked for And the nights we lived for And the bodies lay still and the papers burned out And I feel the floor And I'm tryna wake up But I'm feeling Now I'm breathing faster I feel the floor And I'm tryna wake up But I'm feeling... There's a noose on my neck And a hand on my chest This is everything that I ever wanted Now the windows are open And the lights are on And the cops are banging at the door Because my body lay still and my paper's burned out And I'm tryna wake up But I'm feeling Blink slow Pink glow From the window in the evening Ink-blot shadows On the lino look like seedlings Growing into ghosts Of all the nights we could’ve had Cinematic visions Of your lipstick on my coffee glass You were begging For a promise For an honest try I was busy being distant Twisting every sign Now the lines on the screen Lean flat when I breathe Every memory of you Is the only thing I see Rapid-fire flashes Crashing in the dim light You in my jacket Laughing in the sunrise Pillow talk promises I never tried to keep Now every little image Is slipping out of reach How many times does it take to feel great? I've been bleeding out Hanging in this place Beause I thought the race was who could kill themselves the fastest (...I need to...) But it isn't And I'm feeling And I need (...wake up...) To wake up But I'm always thirsty Now my words are slurred and my face feels heavy But the devil keeps whispering in my ear And she tastes like whiskey and old cigarettes With a golden halo and bedroom eyes There's a noose on my neck And a hand on my chest This is everything that I ever wanted There's a noose on my neck And a hand on my chest This is everything that I ever wanted Now the windows are open And the lights are on And the cops are banging at the door Beause my body lay still and my paper's burned out And I'm tryna wake up But I'm feeling But it isn't But it isn't But it isn't But it isn't But it isn't No It isn't (wake up) No It isn't No It isn't No It isn't (wake up) I need I need to wake up I just need to survive I...

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