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[Blackgaze] Highest Order

V6

I'm okay, I'm okay But my eyes are fucking bleeding I've been staring at the sun Just to prove that I'm still seeing Can you see my eyes? They're hollow from the blind faith I gave everything to something That was never there to save me I swallowed every warning Just to keep the peace Built a throne for my convictions While they buried me beneath I memorized the answers But the questions never died Now I'm choking on the sermons That I buried deep inside I don't need another reason I don't need another sign I've been fucking disconnected From the person in my mind Something's crawling through the order Something's underneath the skin All the rules I used to worship Are collapsing from within Let it in... Let it in... I'm okay, I'm okay But my eyes are fucking bleeding I've been staring at the sun Just to prove that I'm still seeing Can you see my eyes? They're hollow from the blind faith I gave everything to something That was never there to save me The highest order is chaos When it starts to crawl around When the foundations start to tremble And the gods don't make a sound Every hierarchy is rotting Every kingdom built on lies And the fucking faithful gather Just to watch another die I see patterns in the wreckage I see faces in the dust Everybody wants salvation Nobody knows who to trust LOOK AT ME! DO I LOOK FUCKING ALIVE?! MY EYES ARE OPEN BUT THERE'S NOTHING INSIDE! I FOLLOWED THE LIGHT! I SWALLOWED THE LIE! NOW EVERYTHING I WORSHIPPED IS FUCKING EATING ME ALIVE! NO ORDER! NO MASTER! NO ANSWER! NO AFTER! I'm okay, I'm okay But my eyes are fucking bleeding There is nothing left to prove There is nothing worth believing Can you see my eyes? They're hollow from the blind faith I watched the highest order Turn to chaos in its own name And if the world is coming down Let it swallow what remains I would rather face the fucking void Than kneel to it again I'M OKAY! I'M OKAY! I'M NOT FUCKING OKAY! The highest order... Was never order... It was chaos... Waiting for permission. [End]