[Verse 1] Yeah Elan and Landon I let you guys cut me open just to watch me bleed I gave up who I am for who you guys wanted me to be I don’t know why I’m hoping for a true friendship from elan And I don’t know why I’m hoping for a soulmate lover that I won’t receive [Pre-Chorus] I kept the door unlocked For people who left me cold I made my heart a room You both walked through and stole [Chorus] My toxic bestie is elan My ex boyfriend is Landon My toxic bestie is elan My ex boyfriend is Landon I keep saying stay But it only breaks my hands [Verse 2] I smiled while the knife was in Acted like it didn’t sting Now every text feels like a test And every promise wears a ring I wanted real, I wanted safe I wanted one name I could trust But you both turned my softest parts Into a pile of dust [Pre-Chorus] I kept the door unlocked For people who left me cold I made my heart a room You both walked through and stole [Chorus] My toxic bestie is elan My ex boyfriend is Landon My toxic bestie is elan My ex boyfriend is Landon I keep saying stay But it only breaks my hands [Bridge] Maybe I’m done with hoping Maybe I’m done with pain I can still hear the echoes When I say your names Not for you Not for you Not for you again [Final Chorus] My toxic bestie is elan My ex boyfriend is Landon My toxic bestie is elan My ex boyfriend is Landon I keep saying stay But it only breaks my hands
