I always loved the way you locked your secret doors, Never gave your trust away without a war. It was beautiful, Almost beautiful… Funny how the walls you built so carefully Kept the deepest cut from reaching me. Found a pack of cigarettes inside your Saint Laurent, Even though you’ve never lit a single one. You’ve been leaving more with friends than yesterday, But you never smell of smoke when you come home late. Only someone else’s perfume fills the air— Strangely close to mine, though I never wear it. So tell me… Tell me, baby… Who holds your precious hours now? Whose name still makes your heartbeat loud? Who gets the side of you I knew? Who do you love now? Tell me true. It won’t make this any easier. It won’t make these thoughts grow quieter. But maybe it’ll pull the blade That’s kept me wide awake for days. Let the wound run clean at last, Let these feelings fade to ash. You turned your location off one afternoon, Though you always said it made you feel secure. There’s a different story written on your car, Dust and scratches never came from city roads. Why do broken nails appear so often now? Why do your hands feel unfamiliar somehow? So tell me… Tell me, baby… Who holds your precious hours now? Whose name still makes your heartbeat loud? Who gets the side of you I knew? Who do you love now? Tell me true. Tell me true. I I don’t need a reason. I don’t need a fight. Just a single answer To survive tonight. Even if it breaks me, Even if it’s cruel… Silence hurts much deeper Than the honest truth. Who holds your precious hours now? Whose name still makes your heartbeat loud? Who gets the side of you I knew? Who do you love now? Tell me true It won’t make this any easier. It won’t make these nights feel lighter. But if the blade is coming out, Don’t leave it halfway in… Tell me, baby… Who do you love now? Who do you love
