Not Doing What You Expect Me To

Defiant..... Define Me..... Defiant... Revolt..... I'm back to the standard I set for myself..... Not depending on anyone or anything... It's not going to define who I am.. Expecting it to break apart while I have it.... I know I can't entertain the consequences.... Not anymore.... Not Ever again..... ..... ..... .... I'm Not Doing What You Expect Me To.... I've seen where it leads... It's never good for me... Just a sad excuse... To continue the failure... You started me on... Standing and fighting for myself.... I'm definitely going in a different direction.... ... ..... .... Revolt against the system... Survive from the fallout... Remain Standing.... ... ... You're going to say I'm hateful... An ungrateful son.... Yet You left me to die... So I found a way... Change the game... Break the pattern... Stop Relying on my pain ... To get me through.... ..... ..... .... I'm Not Doing What You Expect Me To.... I've seen where it leads... It's never good for me... Just a sad excuse... To continue the failure... You started me on... Standing and fighting for myself.... I'm definitely going in a different direction.... ... ..... .... I'm not going to bitch about all the abandonment... The issues that remain unresolved.... It's all another place and time.... You want me to fall in line... Act like it doesn't exist... Yet for once... I'm moving on... Far from the bullshit.... That led me here..... Because I know something.... You didn't think I would.... So go ahead.... Assume what you will.... ..... .. Because..... ... Because.... ..... ..... .... I'm Not Doing What You Expect Me To.... I've seen where it leads... It's never good for me... Just a sad excuse... To continue the failure... You started me on... Standing and fighting for myself.... I'm definitely going in a different direction.... ... ..... .... I'm Not Doing Anything That You Expect Me To..... I'm Not Doing Anything That You Expect Me To..... I'm Not Doing Anything That You Expect Me To.....