Nothin' Left

# Whatever you read into it - that must be what it's about ## Vocals: Synthesized Personal Female Voice Model ## Lyrics @officialgraph1ks [Instrumental Intro] Oh Lord oh Lord oh Lord Just have some mercy please Yeah it's time to release me [Verse] I sat down with my own thoughts To measure the damage done You turned your withdrawal into a full-time manic program Every time i tried to talk to you You just denied it all, denied every fact Leavin' me to analyze the empty inside me Leavin' me paralyzed unable to react You kept your childhood trauma locked up You kept your gun cocked in our bedroom Every conversation was postponed until Until all my patience had been consumed [Pre-Chorus] I'm lapsin' into silence Relapsin' into self-harm and violence While you're lapsin' into someone else's bed To find cheap relief for your own damn grief You could have just talked to me Baby [Chorus] You build a labyrinth with all your scars Turned our love into a bloody battlefield Made me feel like nothin' Like i'm the piece of meat And you're the junky on withdrawals Like i don't belong Then you drove off in one of your cars God i wished you drove it into a wall I nearly traded my breath Because i thought i lack the worth The Style The Pzzazz You made me think of choosin' death [Post-Chorus] Baby i loved you I loved you I loved you I loved you Now there is nothin' left [Instrumental] Nothin' left nothin' left Nothin' left nothin' left [Verse] I'm starin' down at cold ceramic tiles Holdin' bottle after bottle of prescription pills While you lie with strangers to satisfy your thrills Lord just give me the strength I tried to solve our issues Tried to fix what's broken, tried to ignore the shame Internalized the hurt til i thought that i was to blame I thought i was defective Good job babe, well done Thought i was unlovable and wrong All cause you chose lies over truth You left me with my trauma til all the love was gone Til all i felt was the pain in my chest Til all i saw was you in another woman's bed Taking your well earned break from the stress From me [Chorus] You build a labyrinth with all your scars Turned our love into a bloody battlefield Made me feel like nothin' Like i'm the piece of meat And you're the junky on withdrawals Like i don't belong Then you drove off in one of your cars God i wished you drove it into a wall I nearly traded my breath Because i thought i lack the worth The Style The Pzzazz You made me think of choosin' death [Post-Chorus] Baby i loved you I loved you I loved you I loved you Now there is nothin' left [Outro] Nothin' left nothin' left Nothin' left nothin' left Nothin' left nothin' left Nothin' left...