
I wait to hear Back from you Idly keeping my Mind from spinning Madly. If only I could learn To do the little things I keep on doing So badly? It must be hard to live With knowing nothing About how to be a Genuine something You need to wanna be More than a plaything I hate that I expected Anything. Oh. So this is Just how it goes? Another try to go At trying resulting in An absolute fail It ain't right I should've put up a fight. I have no strong opinion About your feelings as I figured I thought we'd found a sort of union Around your screaming About screaming? I'm not one for opinions? Except that all of us have them So much so we're divided Between who hate, us or them? Nothing left to do but learn to live With learning how I can forgive My being such a hopeless case In case I'm ever in a place. To place my heart in harm's way And try again at learning... I'm a fool, I'm a mess and I've never Been much good at love? I'm all of the above. Deee EEEE ahaa AAAA Be a genuine Plaything needing To be someone. If ever there could be The me that's real, see Not that I've seen What I thought I'd been Seen and being real. I'm not one for opinions? Except that all of us have them So much so we're divided Between who hate Us or them? We're all of the above I'm a mess and I'm not much Good but I'm trying. I'm not above Admitting it... ... I just hate it.

