Hannah's texting me - but why?! My cortisol is now way too high! Through her emails, I can feel her stare Just the memory of her freezes the air All this tension drains me dry Not enough strength left to survive I keep popping pill after pill Hannah's venom makes me ill! Every email that I read Leaves me grinding teeth with dread Still January... February... March... One more second and I'll go mad!!! I'm about to snap, can't keep faking! This tension is gonna break me... I keep popping pill after pill Hannah's venom makes me ill!! Still not enough, still not enough... STILL NOT ENOUGH for this shitty stuff! We'll all end up at the psychiatric ward We're all traumatized to the core The Silvermoor - it's our tour! Sublimation's our mission... You're a zero — that's her vision!!! You mean nothing - her decision! We'll all end up at the psychiatric ward We're all traumatized to the core The Silvermoor - it's our tour! Sublimation's our mission... You're a zero — that's her vision!!! You mean nothing - her decision! Mobilized for every threat Constant alerts, breaking a sweat Rage and fear and deep disgust! Nerves all frayed, about to combust Nothing works, I'm having a stroke... Hotline to Hannah — hotline in my head Cortisol keeps climbing — I'm losing my mind instead! All day long her emails come My frustration hits the wall I don't know how much more I can allow I'm this close to typing: GO FUCK YOURSELF NOW!!! Rage is rising, body stiffens... I'm about to snap, can't keep faking! This tension is gonna break me... I keep popping pill after pill Hannah's venom makes me ill!! Still not enough, still not enough... STILL NOT ENOUGH for this shitty stuff! We'll all end up at the psychiatric ward We're all traumatized to the core The Silvermoor - it's our tour! Sublimation's our mission... You're a zero — that's her vision!!! You mean nothing - her decision! We'll all end up at the psychiatric ward We're all traumatized to the core The Silvermoor - it's our tour! Sublimation's our mission... You're a zero — that's her vision!!! You mean nothing - her decision!
