Sinking through the floor again Concrete in my bones The world in shadows pass As I turn to stone Drowning in the heavy Can't remember light Just this empty aching hollow Where I used to be alive God, I'm tired of the heavy Wearing someone else's face today Smile and play the part My kids deserve a mother Who isn't swallowed by the dark Drowning in the heavy Can't remember light Just this empty aching hollow Where I used to be alive God, I'm tired of the heavy There's no tears There's no breaking Just the slow fade into gray Fighting just to keep existing While I disappear away Drowning in the heavy Forgot what feeling's like Just this endless empty hollow Where I used to be alive And I'm so tired of the heavy
