𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓪𝓹𝔂 𝓭𝓲𝓭 𝓶𝓮 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓰𝓸𝓸𝓭 (𝓲 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓾 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓽𝓸𝓸)

[verse] i'm so used to this shell i wonder if i could take it off i had so little left in me all i can give you is crumbs i know it will never be enough trust me it's all that i got i'd drop on my knees hoping it will cover it up i'd toss aside all of my pride i pray for strength choke on every promise till tears fill my eyes trust me it's all that i do [pre-hook] i shift on the sofa i'm getting uncomfortable paying for help just to hear what i already know the things she says barely scratches the surface it runs so deep could feel it in my bloodstream but it sounds so dull do i regret paying for it i'd say not at all [hook] 'cause sometimes it's good to have someone to listen and not judge sits i have all his attention when i know it's hard therapy did me some good yeah i feel good i'm so good [pre-hook] therapy did me some good i think you need it too [second verse] doctor sometimes i feel kinda lost my brain is fizzy and all the faces are blurred hanged the length of a corridor the faces aren't that strange i recognise most of all is it trauma from my childhood when i was struck playing ball with the boys or beheading my barbie doll doctor doctor i have more i'm scared of the dark 'cause i hear voices in my head i'm terrified of them and sometimes i wet the bed let me tell you about the nightmares that i had doctor say something don't just nod with your head i remembered i was the one who crashed the vase promise me you won't tell a word about this to my dad my father has one like it – i'm talking about the belt i'm lonely doctor can you tell me how to get some friends [pre-hook] i shift on the sofa i'm getting uncomfortable paying for help just to hear what i already know the things she says barely scratches the surface it runs so deep could feel it in my bloodstream but it sounds so dull do i regret paying for it i'd say not at all [hook] 'cause sometimes it's good to have someone to listen and not judge sits i have all his attention when i know it's hard therapy did me some good yeah i feel good i'm so good [post-hook] therapy did me some good i think you need it too [outro] guitar feedback fades voice alone then silence