Overcast/d0wnp0ur

[Verse 1] Fridge hum loud and the wall got cracks Think the roof still leak, never patched that back Had a dream I was rich, woke up to the sound of a siren and a kid gettin' chased down Rent's late, again — whatever Might call mom, or maybe never Gas gone up, I just walk more blocks Saw a dude OD on the 7 o'clock Ain’t peace anywhere, ain't war stop either They bomb a school, then post a teaser New song drop, same day as a funeral Feed got both like that’s usual I ain’t ate yet — what’s the time? Thought I texted her back — nah, nevermind Got a call from a cousin I ain’t seen in years Didn’t pick up, just sat right here Shoes still wet from the storm last week Hoodie smell like smoke, I ain't changed sheets Some label sent merch, still in the box Don’t trust deals that come with clocks Read a post say the dollar gon’ crash Scrolled past, then looked at my stash Might need to run, but I’m stuck, can’t move This couch done shaped to my mood Don’t know what day — Tuesday? Or not? Don’t know what I want, just know what I’m not Whole world loud, but I don’t speak up Just blink slow while the sky leak up [Hook] Rain don’t stop... nah Clock hands gone... off Room still spinnin’... uh I just sit in it... lost Too much smoke... breathe slow Too much pain... don’t show Eyes half-closed... heart broke Don’t ask why... I don’t know [Verse 2] I don’t know what I need, so I shove what I got Tell 'em go, tell 'em leave, then I rot in the spot Look, I say I don’t care but I track every name Every silence, every fade, every shift in the flame You think I forgot? You think I don’t watch? I count every call that don’t come Like I earned that loss Say “love me,” then go Say “prove you won’t leave,” Then I slam the damn door I don’t test hearts — I carve 'em raw Pull back just to count every flaw If you stay, I’ll snap If you flinch, I’ll grin Got a need to lose just to feel like I win I been cruel to the real, warm to the fake Built walls high just to dare ‘em to break Told myself I was better alone But I talk to the rain like it’s callin’ me home Still think of the ones who just wanted me close I bit every hand, burned every rose Now I bleed in a room I swore was safe Same four walls, same old ache [Hook] Rain don’t stop... nah Clock hands gone... off Room still spinnin’... uh I just sit in it... lost Too much smoke... breathe slow Too much pain... don’t show Eyes half-closed... heart broke Don’t ask why... I don’t know [Hook – Evolving] Don’t know why I push Don’t know why I stay Don’t know what I need Don’t know what I say Don’t know why I break Don’t know why I bleed Don’t know why I hide Don’t know why I— Don’t know why I lie Don’t know why I drink Don’t know why I ruin Everything I think Don’t know why I call Don’t know why I cry Don’t know why I feel Don’t know why I— Don’t know why I— Don’t know why I— Don’t know why I— [Silence]