All I wanted was to spend time with you, But you give with one hand, And take with two… The air curdles during every argument My heart keeps trying to recalculate it, Keeps getting obliterated— Blindsided… Still reaching for the image Of the two of us, While you keep dividing My recycled trust… Two of us… (Two of us) Why didn't I let go? I didn't hold onto every single note, Though you kept hoping I would fold. So stick me inside an envelope, Seal me away And let me go… The thorns between us They cut, But nothing bleeds. You're the sun with no heat, The light That never reaches me. We were never two sails, Forever bound by rope, Making promises to A future we misdiagnosed. The air curdles during every argument My heart keeps trying to recalculate it, Keeps getting obliterated— Blindsided Still reaching for the image Of the two of us, While you keep dividing My tarnished trust… Are you drinking from the water without curses? Is it the light… Or the ground You build your church from? You didn’t need me. You didn’t see me. But you believed in me? DID YOU BELIEVE IN ME? (Did you believe in me?) Did you believe in me? You're the waterfall! Falling to nowhere! And I am the pond! The pond… Breathing swamp air… Filling with mud! Living in this hell is so cold. Drowning in what I thought I understood… Is it any good? Camouflaged in dirt Red and brown petals merge. Those thorns inside of us Gutted what we had left Did you divide us? Is it any good?
