another day leads me closer whilst your eyes look away another delight now am i really okay oh how is it possible that i feel like escaping oh how can i feel like this like my life is so close to breaking im honest for once to you i dont know how i feel don't know what to do would you help me or say that we’re through it doesn't matter just say what you do and if i felt the way i did before i never needed you just the hands of someone new to know what i need know what to do im not asking for a sign or divine intervention i just need your attention i feel like a kid cant even tie my own shoes it doesn't get better if this is all i can do if you are looking for blame i’d be happy to help tell you you’re a mistake and you need to go to hell and i wonder now is light reflecting off of my silhouette can anyone just see me sitting there? sitting there? and if i felt the way i did before i never needed you just the hands of someone new to know what i need know what to do im not asking for a sign or divine intervention i just need your attention i can run so far away until i bleed from the pain reach new lands to meet the same rain the clouds follow me follow me anyway tell me can you escape from all the feelings and all the hearts you break im good at pushing away and not getting anything back i need to rely on someone i need to rely on someone oh you never go with me you're like a ghost in my mind telling me what i should do how to survive WELL HOW CAN YOU TELL IM FEELING FINE I MIGHT SAY IT WHILST FLASHING A SMILE AND YOU SEEM TO THINK ITS ALL OKAY NOW I STILL FEEL THE SAME I FELT BEFORE HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDERED IM NOT TRYING TO LIE BUT I CANT STOP YOU DONT DIG UNDER THE SURFACE SO YOU THINK THAT I’M DONE (it never crossed your mind) (i would trade you in for mine) (and not feel a sense of guilt) (when i feel fine) WHEN I FEEL FINE i know what to do WHEN I FEEL FINE im not asking for a sign WHEN I FEEL FINE or divine intervention WHEN I FEEL FINE i don’t need your attention i feel fine
