THIS IS.... THE MOST I'VE REVEALED IN ONE SONG. I MAY OR MAY NOT REGRET RELEASING IT AND THAT'S OKAY I HAVE SAID IT BEFORE AND I'LL SAY IT AGAIN, YOU ALL ARE FAMILY TO ME AND Y'ALL DESERVE TO KNOW THINGS ABOUT ME. SO WITH THAT BEING SAID WELCOME TO MY LIFE STORY.... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [Intro] 2 names... 1 meaning Soul L33k [Verse One] Have you ever questioned life Have you ever had them nights Where you layed there and just cried well if you have then you're just like me People who know you're not weak But still think about killing themselves before they sleep Have you ever slept on the street Cause your grandma didn't like you And they said you was being mean Well I guess that's just me Is it uncommon For young children to have multiple problems For em to be under so they can't solve em You don't know what it cost em To grow up like that But I do cause I grew up like that With a hating family Where they all just hating me Blamed me for my brother overdosing They did that I was just 13 Had no childhood cause when I was 15 I had to get a job To help with the bills cause my mom was a slob And my dad was unknown Found out my friend shot himself I blame myself Cause he asked for help And I said no [Hook] This is my life story Not the full thing but it'll still get gory (Life story) [Verse Two] I dug my own grave when I was 9 Hoping I would die Learned to never cry By the age of 10 I was caught up in some sin Did some stuff I said I would never do again But it turns out I failed what I said Cause I'm back on them drugs on I feel like- [Spoken voice - beat cuts off] Watch your mouth [Beat cuts back on] By the age of 11 I was sure I was not going to Heaven I sometimes still think like that Does that make my faith all whack Thought about killing myself at 12 Didn't care if I went to Hell Cause my abusive uncle just got outa jail By the age of 16 I had blood on my hands Ended a man's life in self-defense Did it with my bare hands Something I still regret [Hook] This is my life story Not the full thing but it'll still get gory (Life story)
