[Verse 1] You think you’re special But you’re just like all the rest And somehow two little pebbles Feel like bullets in your chest I found some loose flower petals In the pocket of my vest She made a move on the devil Got two bullets in her head [Chorus] I hold my breath ‘til my lungs collapse And I bleach my teeth so I can smile and laugh And I keep my hands so clean, but the water runs black Like I’m trying to outrun the things that I packed And she’s like Artemis With arsenic inside of her bag Moon on her tongue, and a blade in her laugh She kisses like a warning and it never comes back And he’s a narcissist But part of him really missin’ his past He talks like a king with a crown made of ash Still reaches for a kid he buried in the grass So we dance on the edge where the pretty things crack We wear our little hurt like a dress and a mask I say “don’t leave,” but I already asked And the room keeps spinning while the truth cuts fast [Verse 2] You keep knockin’ I don’t answer the door Cause im too busy hidin’ the blood on the floor You always wanted less I’ve always wanted more I would try to explain but im always ignored Yeah, I been shakin’ low key I been nervous I swear to god I don’t do it on purpose You didn’t care when I was down bad and hurtin’ It makes me so sad cause all my friends are perfect And if im being honest I just needed a friend I been tryin’ so hard to get this weight off my chest And I been tryna write songs Tryna catch my breath But I only like my hooks So here we go again [Chorus] I hold my breath ‘til my lungs collapse And I bleach my teeth so I can smile and laugh And I keep my hands so clean, but the water runs black Like I’m trying to outrun the things that I packed And she’s like Artemis With arsenic inside of her bag Moon on her tongue, and a blade in her laugh She kisses like a warning and it never comes back And he’s a narcissist But part of him really missin’ his past He talks like a king with a crown made of ash Still reaches for a kid he buried in the grass So we dance on the edge where the pretty things crack We wear our little hurt like a dress and a mask I say “don’t leave,” but I already asked And the room keeps spinning while the truth cuts fast [Bridge] You think you’re special But you’re just like everyone You’re all the same You’ll never change My life is a smoking gun, so [Chorus] I hold my breath ‘til my lungs collapse And I bleach my teeth so I can smile and laugh And I keep my hands so clean, but the water runs black Like I’m trying to outrun the things that I packed And she’s like Artemis With arsenic inside of her bag Moon on her tongue, and a blade in her laugh She kisses like a warning and it never comes back And he’s a narcissist But part of him really missin’ his past He talks like a king with a crown made of ash Still reaches for a kid he buried in the grass So we dance on the edge where the pretty things crack We wear our little hurt like a dress and a mask I say “don’t leave,” but I already asked And the room keeps spinning while the truth cuts fast
