Name on my Arm

[Verse 1] You texted back yesterday Like nothing in the world had changed I left my phone face down Then your name hit me like rain Seventeen, gone too soon On the other side of the map I still hear you saying, “hey” Now I can’t get you back [Pre-Chorus] I didn’t know the weight you wore I didn’t know the doors you kept Nobody said it out loud Now I’m drowning in what’s left [Chorus] No word for this pain No word for this pain You’re gone, you’re gone And I’m still here saying your name No word for this pain No word for this pain I’ll wear you like a scar On my forearm, where it stays [Verse 2] Family folded in on itself Behind a wall I couldn’t see Bills like stones in every room And you were still talking to me I keep replaying little things A laugh, a dot, a typing bar How could yesterday feel normal When today tore us apart? [Pre-Chorus] I didn’t know the weight you wore I didn’t know how close it grew If I had one more minute I would’ve said I love you [Chorus] No word for this pain No word for this pain You’re gone, you’re gone And I’m still here saying your name No word for this pain No word for this pain I’ll wear you like a scar On my forearm, where it stays [Bridge] I don’t know how to hold it When the whole world went thin I don’t know how to heal it When I can’t reach you again So I keep the mark with me Like a line that won’t fade Not a wound, just a memory Of the girl I couldn’t save [Final Chorus] No word for this pain No word for this pain You’re gone, you’re gone And I’m still here saying your name No word for this pain No word for this pain I’ll wear you like a scar On my forearm, where it stays Your name, your name I’ll keep it with me Your name, your name For the rest of my days