I was face down in the middle of the avalanche Tried to scream tried to stand but i never stood a chance Rocks barricaded all my good intentions Snow decimated all my interventions Oh yeah not to mention Couldn't move a muscle Mentally in shambles Head was like a puzzle Couldn't hold a candle Buried under rubble Im pretty sure im dead Why Why am i still here? This pain is like a prison And it whispers in my ear Do Do you ever feel Like youre being watched? I can hear all of the voices I know they never stop I Dont wanna keep complaining But given whats remaining I Keep on Hesitating Losing concentration When I just wanna break shit Sick of isolation Sick of medication The avalanche is coming And its born from desperation Why Why am i still here? This pain is like a prison And it whispers in my ear Do Do you ever feel Like youre being watched? I can hear all of the voices I know they never stop Now i know theres no No coming back from this Cause Once you drink the poison Then you dont have long to live Never claimed i was perfect Not even close If my trauma makes you nervous You should get some thicker clothes You dont know the torture You dont know the pain Your love is like a vulture Pecking at my brain The longer I get older The less I will refrain I grew up in this culture But I wont be the same If this is living life Then i dont wanna live Let the avalanche consume me Run its course right through me Cause honestly and truly Im pretty sure im dead
